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Salam, yeah we meet again in this second and last part of the video. Long story short, umrah kali ni (Nov 2016) sebenarnya dibawa oleh pakcik saya as a second mutawwif. So the whole group (30+) tu semuanya adalah relatives sebelah umi. Hehe. Bila setiap kali makcik makcik yang borak di masjidilharam tanya saya datang satu group berapa orang, saya jawab ' satu bas, tapi tu semua family saya makcik'. Gelak kecil kami kat situ. Most tu saya pernah jumpa time kenduri kahwin/bila ada family gathering yang besar. Ada yang saya ingat nama, ada yang tak. (biasala generasi xyz memang mcm ni haha). And bila sampai Mekah, ada  family dari sebelah abah yg tunaikan umrah juga, itu yang ramai je dalam gambar. (dlm video kt bawah). Family history nenek (my umi's side) mmg tinggal sana.The only yang stay Malaysia, nenek je. Kalau nak cerita pun dah panjang and complicated. (cite banyak kali pun aku tak ingat sebenarnya lol) Selalunya, bila ada ahli keluarga yang ke s

Alhamdulillah, its a new year :) Early last year, i was thinking of Haramain. So, hamba Allah ni pun just wonder, "boleh ke nk pegi? how? when? can i ?" . I just pray hopefully He will invite me as His dhuyuf ar-rahman. The power of prayer. Anything can be possible. Alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah. Ive been called. :') (29thNov16 anyway) Dulu pernah terfikir, "anyone who went there once, will always wanted more", it is true ! mashaAllah, serius, Rinduuuu :) nak solat dkt masjid, taklah se rushing nak solat dekat masjidil Haram hehe, cuma ada certain waktu solat je imam dia laju sikit mcm waktu Asar. dari hotel nak ke masjid it was like approx 300metres, pernah one time gerak time dah iqamat, lari sampai depan pintu masjid (bukan gate perkarangan masjid), terus duduk tahiyat je imam bagi salam rakaat akhir. hahaha. semput ok. second third day dekat sana, ada few times hujan, and it was colder during subh. dah start sejuk. pegi masjid arou

  And when it gets hard..   I get a little stronger now.

Breathing normally, antara nikmat dunia yang orang selalu lupa untuk syukuri. Sampai ada one time I asked my friend " macam mana eh rasa boleh bernafas macam biasa?" Because i forgot how does it feels. Duduk tak buat apa apa, sometimes i noticed i inhale twice in one shot, haha, it hard to describe the mechanism. It happens unconsciously. Let me share one story, ni antara experiences of most severe shortness of breath  attack i had ever felt. It was peaceful night. I cough many times and it makes me felt a bit uncomfortable. After i went back to sleep, I woke up suddenly, gasping for air! Sampai terduduk automatically, reflex action. Time tu serius rasa macam tercekik je, i dont know how to relieve it. Gi dapur minum air, berdiri, jalan jalan, stooping down, at last, i gave up. I makes myself comfortably near the wall and just sitting there. The feeling of "rasa ketat" tu sampai, i force myself to breath in and out, i felt dizzy and kebas feeling

'Kabur ' dalam masa lalu, Bingkas bangun hilangkan pasir debu, Jika masih punya masa teruskan perjalanan, maju. Siap siaga dengan bekalan perlu, InshaAllah hikmah manis dihujung penantianmu. Dan 'Kabur ' pasti berlalu: ) -Nazihah Amin/17.08.2013/1:24am/Egypt

Pehh im back ! (for short je haha) Nak cerita sikit experience exam haritu.Saja cause i may read this in the future hahaha. Sebab ni exam part 2 so semua nya clinical aje. Tinggal OSCE exam dengan long case. OSCE  ni dah lupa nama panjang dia apa haha tapi kira ganti short case lah jugak, so ada 16 stations. 1 minute question reading lagi 6mins with patients. Hmm (tengah recall what happened during that time haha) OSCE exam On first day, i was in the 3rd group went into the stations. Ngam ngam je right before lunch break. Since kitorang quarantine dari 7 pagi, anyone yang dapat turn last will be a tiring day for them to wait, by time dah exhausted sangat dah sbb quarantine taktau nk buat apa haha. Seingatnya, im the last person out of 10 students, so first station dapat station surgery. As expected tu adalah station post operative care patient total thyroidectomy. Examiner was Mr A haha, sgt psycho sbb he sat there silent, without any expression. Sebab dah tahu patient t