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Kamsa

Everyone will be surrounded by friends in their entire life. Some are good and some are best; the one who is dearest to our heart. If anyone asks me, can I describe each of them, yes I do. However the lengthy explanation will only take one percent out of hundred. There are lots more gems and beautiful characters that I cannot put them into words. Each will be remembered differently :)


My dear friend,
We have been meeting since years ago. Most famous junior with your outspoken personality. Yeah, among boys too. By being forthright, it wasn't a norm back then. (especially girls :p).
Sepanjang perkenalan, lembut tutur katanya, sangat berhati hati memilih perkataan ketika menegur that what you are doing is wrong so that it wont hurts you. Memberi nasihat ketika diminta, comforting me with soothing words when i need it most. May Allah repay your good deeds.
She gave me Quran as my birthday gift during my SPM years.Someone else got it too.Moga pahala tiap kali saya membacanya will some…

Haramain Part 1 -Madinah

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Alhamdulillah, its a new year :)




Early last year, i was thinking of Haramain. So, hamba Allah ni pun just wonder, "boleh ke nk pegi? how? when? can i ?" . I just pray hopefully He will invite me as His dhuyuf ar-rahman.
The power of prayer. Anything can be possible.

Alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah. Ive been called. :')
(29thNov16 anyway)

Dulu pernah terfikir, "anyone who went there once, will always wanted more",
it is true !


mashaAllah, serius,
Rinduuuu :)

nak solat dkt masjid, taklah se rushing nak solat dekat masjidil Haram hehe, cuma ada certain waktu solat je imam dia laju sikit mcm waktu Asar. dari hotel nak ke masjid it was like approx 300metres, pernah one time gerak time dah iqamat, lari sampai depan pintu masjid (bukan gate perkarangan masjid), terus duduk tahiyat je imam bagi salam rakaat akhir. hahaha. semput ok.

second third day dekat sana, ada few times hujan, and it was colder during subh. dah start sejuk.
pegi masjid around 4am, dalam masjid…

A Little Braver

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And when it gets hard..


  I get a little stronger now.

Nafas

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Breathing normally, antara nikmat dunia yang orang selalu lupa untuk syukuri.

Sampai ada one time I asked my friend " macam mana eh rasa boleh bernafas macam biasa?"

Because i forgot how does it feels. Duduk tak buat apa apa, sometimes i noticed i inhale twice in one shot, haha, it hard to describe the mechanism. It happens unconsciously.

Let me share one story, ni antara experiences of most severe shortness of breath  attack i had ever felt.
It was peaceful night.
I cough many times and it makes me felt a bit uncomfortable.
After i went back to sleep, I woke up suddenly, gasping for air!
Sampai terduduk automatically, reflex action.
Time tu serius rasa macam tercekik je, i dont know how to relieve it.
Gi dapur minum air, berdiri, jalan jalan, stooping down,
at last, i gave up.
I makes myself comfortably near the wall and just sitting there.
The feeling of "rasa ketat" tu sampai, i force myself to breath in and out, i felt dizzy and kebas feeling sensation over my…

Jahiliyah

'Kabur ' dalam masa lalu,
Bingkas bangun hilangkan pasir debu,
Jika masih punya masa teruskan perjalanan, maju.
Siap siaga dengan bekalan perlu,
InshaAllah hikmah manis dihujung penantianmu.

Dan 'Kabur ' pasti berlalu: )


-Nazihah Amin/17.08.2013/1:24am/Egypt

Drama OSCE dan Long case

Pehh im back ! (for short je haha)


Nak cerita sikit experience exam haritu.Saja cause i may read this in the future hahaha. Sebab ni exam part 2 so semua nya clinical aje. Tinggal OSCE exam dengan long case. OSCE  ni dah lupa nama panjang dia apa haha tapi kira ganti short case lah jugak, so ada 16 stations. 1 minute question reading lagi 6mins with patients.

Hmm (tengah recall what happened during that time haha)

OSCE exam
On first day, i was in the 3rd group went into the stations. Ngam ngam je right before lunch break.
Since kitorang quarantine dari 7 pagi, anyone yang dapat turn last will be a tiring day for them to wait, by time dah exhausted sangat dah sbb quarantine taktau nk buat apa haha.

Seingatnya, im the last person out of 10 students, so first station dapat station surgery. As expected tu adalah station post operative care patient total thyroidectomy. Examiner was Mr A haha, sgt psycho sbb he sat there silent, without any expression.

Sebab dah tahu patient tu ada hypocal…

Hadiah dari Tuhan

She is in young age group. 20s plus.
I need to hear her babbling everyday.
She is always tachycardic.
Her heart beating too fast. Its just too fast without any aggravating factor.

are you nervous perhaps? i asked.
i dont think so, it will happen everyday, or worse; everytime. she replied with a deep breath.

sometimes i talk to my heart, can you beat a little bit slower? she makes a joke yet she did it for real.

if it is too fast, she will find a place to lie down. to decrease the gravity and hence it could help the heart to put less effort to pump the blood.

i hope she will be able to live with it.
its not a difficulty, its a "gift",

with that, you will always think of ...


The Giver.

Hati

Ekspresi. Selalu salah.
Bila duka, ketawa. Dalam hati, basah, hiba.
Tak tahu kenapa, manusia, lain lain rasa.

Kita, perlu bahu menumpang, berkongsi apa yang jiwa mahu berkata,
Tatkala tiada siapa,
Kita mencari Dia.

Sungguh, rasa ini, Dia saja yg tahu.
Tak terungkap,
Tak terucap,
Sakit kah,manis kah, atau sepi sayu.

Dalam perjalanan kita pulang ke kampung halaman, banyak insan yg hadir,banyak insan yang kita temu. Semua nya, Dia tetapkan. Sama ada kita belajar sesuatu, atau mereka belajar sedikit dari kita.

Waktu itu kehidupan. Kehidupan perjalanan hamba, yakni kita belajar mengenal Tuhan . Bukan sekadar hanya meniti dibibir namaNya, tetapi, sampai kita betul betul percaya.

Meletak sepenuh kepercayaan pada Allah atas apa jua yang berlaku dalam kehidupan. Musibah, ujian, hikmah. Mana mungkin kita masih boleh berbaik sangka pada Tuhan,saat kita diuji hingga jatuh ke bumi. Ujian untuk didik dan tanam dalam diri kita, put your trust in Allah. Susahnya, kita pinta pada Dia,permudahkan.

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